people come and go in your life. when they come, they have no idea what kind of life they’re stepping into. Maybe it’s an empty feeling life in need of being filled with a whole new perspective that gives birth to a totally different kind of happiness. They bring you just what you thought you wouldn’t need but actually do. they don’t realize it that they’re changing everything, they’re making you live your life anew.all those surprises they’re giving you touch the very bottom of your heart that surprises you because you never thought it would be them. among the million people, you found each other somehow like it was meant to be. you feel glad that you did until you fall in love with them and begin to really love them and you don’t know how it could be just so innocently unconditional. then, they leave. thy decide to start something new without you, they decide to disappear just like that. so you have to help yourself and try to stay strong. that’s it, not all the people who come into your life are actually meant to stay…
I wish I could tell you in person of how you brought me to places I’d never forget and you left me here with all the memories. you walked away and I’ve been waiting for you but no footsteps have been heard coming. never anything of you has.
I feel like I’m living in the era where there were only letters that would keep everyone connected. There was nothing else besides letters and to communicate with you, I’d have to write you one. I just won’t talk to you because I’ve always been afraid and I’d rather feel lonely I guess than hurt for the hundredth time seeing myself being ignored by someone whose attention I’ve been dying to get again.
I do hope when life finally gives you a chance to see this, I hope it’s the time when you actually care and I would love you not to read this until that moment.