As our eyes locked, I could barely keep my heartbeat normal. Your eyes, they showed the warmth I never expected would be there. Once something came out of your mouth and my mind turned out thinking you were another cocky guy. That one evening changed my mind. I thought to myself, “He’s not that bad.”
I noticed how you tried to get along. Sorry I once thought you wrong. I still can not be sure if you are but you could be nice. You could be different.
But I stare deep at myself and shake my head. I have to open up my eyes wide. Your world isn’t for me to enter. Chances are I might end up getting my heart broken. So I just look away and try to make this feeling fade. There’s no need to let myself fall again. An umbrella before the rain. A prevention before the pain. We could be friends. I hope we’ll have that chance.