Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.
I hate everything that goes in here. In this country. Everything makes me sick. I just cant wait to finally fly to Europe (since I don’t think I’ll be able to collect enough money to fly to NY). Even though this country is not that bad from the cultural aspect, but mostly everything apart from that, is. Everything is just a crap here. Especially this fucking little town where I have mostly been growing up. Strangely that I still feel like I don’t belong here, in this town not the country so why not just move out of town? I’m bored here. I need a new atmosphere. I want snow when it’s Christmas. Somehow I feel like I need a far escape where I could finally restart my life from scratch. Where I could really grow up. 2012, do come soon please cause I’m going to graduate by june. 2 years working and collecting money and France, here I come.
I love falling in love. Like all the feelings that we feel inside. The pounding heart. Butterflies. Senses are gone, logic is unknown. Love drunk. How insane are the efforts we could put through to be paid by attention of someone we’re falling in love with. How we’d do anything to get that one ‘drug’. I wanna find the guy, not only will I always love but fall in love every single day, every single time I look into those beautiful eyes and smile.