Cross the line if you've had that moment where you feel like you're just about ready to overflow and explode, and all you really want is someone to hold you while you cry, but no one was there for you.
Over the last few weeks everything has just kind of fallen in place. I really have become overly content with my life and where I’m at in life. Work and school has been keeping me grounded. Just being busy and not having time to worry about the pettiness that life sometimes throws at you, has been…
I’m so happy to hear this from you. But I also am jealous. Right now, I feel like everything is going messy. Especially, my life; a real total mess. Friends are not whom they once used to be. I think I have no best friends. You say your life is free of drama, and that’s good. I wish my life were like that. But drama just exists and never seems to quit. I hate it. I’m not happy. I might be the saddest girl in the world right now.
I always hope my life will be getting good just like yours, Chris.
I don’t know where else I have to go. Without you, I lose the direction. I can’t move on. I start going down. Gonna be sunken by the tears. Can not breath. I can not reach even when you’re beside me.
Thought it’d be okay to live days without you. thought everything would still be the same. But, I’m wrong cause everything starts to change. Sun starts going down and probably never goes up anymore. Heavy rain and thunderstorm are my friends every single day. I know I won’t be feeling okay.
You know what, you’re always the one whom I wish upon the wishing star. I sing to you every love song in this world. All the words you’ve whispered in my ear are my favorite quotes.
I won’t forget the way how you look at me. When you stared at my eyes so deeply. In every single moment with you, I always feel free. But right now, I feel lonely. This loneliness will stay up to the days ahead. Until you come back and save me from this loneliness.
Cause only you who’s able to heal me from this terrible missing disease. And, there’s only you who can bring my world peace. when you’re back, I’ll give you hug and kiss. I promise.
I miss the feeling of falling in love. I miss the funny yet sweet moments and heartbreak stories.The laughter and shed tears.
Brushing hair and checking out how my face looks inthe window glass; all in a rush. Hoping he’ll notice me when he passes by. I’m dying to have his phone number but when I already have it, i don’t text him cause all I have is no word. I try to dial but then end the phone call before it’s even connected. Still no words left, only my heart shouts out loud. Everyday seems so wonderful even without him by my side. Cause it doesn’t matter, I still feel close cause he’s here i my heart. I won’t feel lonely even though I’m alone by myself. I can think of him and everything sure will be going fine.
Now, those things are rarely done anymore.
But love stories don’t always consist of happiness. there are tears wasted for the pieces of broken heart. Jealousy that bombards you too much. The disappoinment of knowing the rejected feeling. Once he was your spirit, now as you lose it, you’re going weak. Weak for weeks to months. Though, it doesn’t always have to end up like that.
heartbreak events could be just some sort of test in order to know how big your love is for that person. If you take it that way, then it will make you stronger, right.? even when you already make him yours, heartbreak events may still happen around.
Even though heartbreak events hurt, yet I miss it. Not only the moments of joy but the million wasted tears too. Now, i have no love for any guy. It’s like since the last love story that I had a while ago, I haven’t met any sort of interesting guy. It definetely sucks as hell. But, I can’t force love; I can’t force myself to fall in love. with any guy.
Love happens when not asked, planned nor hoped. As the same as when it ends. I can’t also invite love; it comes whensoever it wishes to. So now, i’m incredibly weak. Life without loving someone is rather bitter.There’s nowhere i could find the cure fpr this weakness. cause the cure itself is not sold. it’s even free yet hard. I’m just waiting here for the time to bring me to the new love. Though i have never been a fan of waiting before, this time, i gotta wait. Cause, really, only time can answer. Wish I knew when it would answer.
Well, why don’t you seek for love?
Seek for love? I don’t think we seek for love; love seeks us. It gets us. So, I’ll let the love seek me.
Well, maybe, the greatest falling is falling in love. It will break us if nobody catches us though but because the power of love, you still can get up and love again.