even though I didn’t have a valentine today but happy valentine for whomsoever you are; wheter you had a valentine or not, but hey that’s okay, you don’t need a man to be your valentine. Just do what you love today and today will be the sweetest day :)
well, I was a bit stressed out because of something that I really wanted to do but I just did not know where I had to start and how I would make it.
The case was like this,
it’s been kinda long for me to not write any stories since the last one was written around October. ya know what I really love to write and especially stories like, ya teenage drama or whatsoevaaa. Just like that. And, yeah I found myself missing that thang. lmao. But, yea that was me.
Okay then, I was confused about what I was going to write about, I just such lost so many inpirations, instead that I got otha inspiration in graphic designing, okay, hella good too but, what I really wanted was an inspiration for writing.
Okay, I started to sing along some songs um, my current fave songs. Well, no need to list em all here, ok?!.
okay okay, then, I was still singing while on my mind thinking about what kind of inspirations would be coming up and in my heart hoping that I would get some, or one at least lol.
kept singing, kept thinking, kept hoping.
this boy suddenly came up…
so, I am currently like, in love with him, no I mean, just a fan lmao but yea, it goes like that. And, he just inspired me, Gosh, I can’t believe this. So, then, I was inpired to write about a story which presents a guitarist and stuffs. Well, no I’m not going to tell anybody first about this because, wait until I’ve done it.
and I’m so happy for that. And realize that, I’ve been stuck doing the same routines everyday and I haven’t been going anywhere else; that’s why inspirations were loading in low and now I know what I should do is to have a journey, yeah such a journey that will lead me to the land of inpirations. Not to be in the same cage, come on, I should fly and find anotha place to stay. Well, I mean not to really stay, “stay” yea, umh, where you would stay for a while to get some inspirations. I’m sure that will get me some inpirations. So, if you haven’t got such inpirations, I am suggesting you now to go have some picnic or vacation, and you will get em straight to you. But if you still stay at your current place then, you will need to search that inspirations hardly, just like what I did.
I just caught myself listenin’ to this song a lot in a day. I could play it like, 5 or 6 in a day. Ya know what, first I love the tune, basically I love Paramore <3 and now, let’s get into the lyric.
She lives in a fairy tale Somewhere too far for us to find Forgotten the taste and smell Of the world that she’s left behind It’s all about the exposure the lens I told her The angles were all wrong now She’s ripping wings off of butterflies
Keep your feet on the ground While your head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel And we’ll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Ba da ba da ba
So one day he found her crying Coiled up on the dirty ground Her prince finally came to save her And the rest you can figure out But it was a trick And the clock struck twelve Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick Or the wolves gonna blow it down
With her feet on the ground And her head in the clouds Well go get your shovel And we’ll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well you built up a world of magic Because your real life is tragic Yeah you built up a world of magic If it’s not real You can’t see it with your eyes You can’t feel it with your heart And I won’t believe it Cause if it’s true You can see it with your eyes Even in the dark And that’s where I want to be, yeah
Go get your shovel We’ll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Ba da ba da ba…
and if you realize that this song is actually about a girl who’s been living in her fantasy and never wants to see her real world because it’s too much tragic, maybe because failed relationship but actually she still has some hopes inside so then, she just would have a magic world of her own. and, maybe the person who tells this girl just wants to make her realize about all the things she’s done all this time. She tries to convince her that a fairytale (her fantasy) is not any better place to live in. So, she’s say “Let me bury the castle for you..”. And tries to let her relive her real world.
I sometimes build some fantasies of my own and I find myself enjoyin it so much. I don’t know but it always seems beautiful to me when I’m in my fairytale. Suddenly, things just change as how I want it to be, and it’s EVERYTHING!!!.
But, I know, living in a fantasy will only leaves you pains when you get back to the real life and know that you have nothing that you had in your fantasy. So, I will never live in my fantasies anymore, okay, I will just like build some but to live in it forever, I promise ya guys I won’t ever!
I came here telling y’all things that have been goin’ on in my life, so… January was a bit slow and I don’t know why I felt so. But it was I guess, the greatest month ever. Why? Many things incredibly happened to me. Such wonderful things that I’ll neva forget. Winning a prize, breaking a truth, umh, getting suckers done, reaching a target on time and, so many else hahaha. Gosh, and, started from late Jan, I’d start beginning to be a God’s worshipper in my church. Hey, I was a little kid, shy, introvert, ya know this was amazing. I began the beginning of two thousand and ten with full of dreams, hopes, creations, works, reachings, and success. They were all happiness I could get after trying so hard last year, then I was earning them day to day. Guys, my message for you’s, don’t stop dreaming, let’s hope, do believe you can make your dreams realities. Pray to Him, follow your heart. Go taste the wild, if it makes you to struggle then work hard. Pick every risk, go ahead. Life’s complicated and that’s a challenge. Win it!. Someday you’ll wake up, and get your eyes up on those old dreams you dreamt in hopes which now are coming true.
Because that’s what I’ve been doing.
Never give up because giving up only leaves you a big regret than a regret from a failure.
2. what are you wearing today? pink stripes t-shirt and short
3. what’s for dinner? i’m not too sure. no plans just yet.
4. what’s the last thing you bought? chicken rice
5. what are you listening to right now? nothing(imma just start it)
6. what do you think about the person who tagged you? no one has been tagging me
7. if you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be? new york.
8. one thing you wanna change about yourself? be more patience and diligent and also muh nose
9. if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go? illinois, how I really wish
10. which language do you want to learn? french.
11. what’s your favourite quote? “whatever happens, happens for a reason”
12 . would you cook for me? who are you..? that’s an odd question.
13. what is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you? don’t be in contact with them and just slowly disappear.
14. what are you afraid of the most? fear is a weakness. i’m trying to be so wise here but it’s true.
15. who do you want to meet right now? my cousins <3
16. what is your favourite color? to wear: white/yellow to design: can be whatever!
17. give us 3 styling tips that work for you. on the current fashion trends: don’t be a fashion victim (only wear things that looks good on you, instead of seeing how good it looks on other people cause it might not work for you) and lastly, black tights always makes you taller and skinnier.
18. what is your dream job? graphic designer and photo model
19. what’s your favorite magazine? go girl and seventeen
20. if you had $100 now, what would you spend it on? stationery and technologies
21. what do you consider a fashion faux pas? pastel colors <3
22. who according to you is the most over-rated writer? j.k rowling, been the best ever
23. what brings a smile on your face instantly? others’ smile
24. a word that you say a lot? urgh! as always lol
25. what kind of haircut do you prefer? elsie’s and taylor momsen’s
26. what are you going to do after this? watch oprah
27. what do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed? eat and sleep. always works and make the blues go away.
28. what makes you go wild? low loading
29. what are your favourite movies? harry potter and twilight many still I guess
30. what inspires you? new places that i travel to. it always open up my eyes to new things.
31. what do your friends call you most commonly? resha, kath, meows
32. would you prefer coffee or tea? tea I guess
33. which other blogs do you love visiting? notebook doodles and some quote blog. I love them!
34. favorite dessert/sweet? ice cream
35. how many tabs are turned on in your browser right now? 2
36. when you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? when I wanted to brush my hair this morning before school
37. favorite season? fall <3
38. one wish that you really want to see it come true? to be in usa
39. what breaks your heart? harsh and rude people or thangs
40. what’s one thing you really want to do in life? make some sort of impact, even though it’s in the smallest way. i just think today’s society has downgraded so much that someone needs to do something about it.