I am glad to tell the world that you are my bestfriend. Let’s see, I met you this summer during work, and we kicked off at day one! I remember when I saw you and I was like, damn, that beautiful chicks got style! Haha. Anyways, I love how real you are. You tell it how it is and…
You know what from all the sad things I’ve felt, there’s one great sadness I’ve been feeling quite a lot until now, it’s not to have a bestfriend. I have like, several close friends and we share to each others but it’s not quite enough yet.Because I still feel like I’m not much open to them. I don’t tell things I actually wanna share just because I’m afraid that they’re not going to keep it as a secret like they should do.
It pretty much hurts to see other people can go and spend time having fun with their bestfriends and I can’t be like that because simply, there’s no bestfriend at all.
stronger, happier, more outgoing, and loving me
I wanna find one that could make me like that. I am so weak at handling pains. I’m not happy for most of the time because there are many things letting me down and at times like that, I need SOMEONE to hold me and make me happier.I also wanna feel more outgoing because you know I’m not that kind of girl who trusts and shares easily like that and also, it’s always good to feel love from people around you, and that’s it, love from a bestfriend that I haven’t felt until this second of my life.
Even though what’s been haunting is always shark and another shark, but it always makes my heart beats faster like it just wants to jump out my chess and run. Other than it’s scary but it is sad to see the people killing those sharks. I know those sharks are very cruel to the people but they are animals and they don’t have mind to think just like us. Anyways, jaws is not really my favorite movie but it’s fun to watch cause I like it when my heart beats so fast lol
We were once apart yet you were somewhere in my heart and haunted my head for several times. That’s the sign I needed just to know you weren’t gone. Now, you’re back and also is everything we used to have a long ago. Now as I haven’t been in love for a little while, when I saw you, I knew and believed I haven’t loved someone else cause I am destinied to love you at the end. Even though, I know you may still be in love with that girl who was once my friend, and your first love. I’m still here loving you and dreaming of the day when we could be as one.